Make a difference.

Okay. One week to go, pasukan na. Body need not working out. Brain is. 

Kevin.

Ewan ko ha. Pero mamimiss ko siya. Batchmates kami pero wala na siya. Graduate na.

Ni minsan hindi ko siya nakausap. Ni makasalubong, hindi rin. Palaging salungat ang direksyon namin. Haay. Paminsan-minsan ko lang din siyang nakikita sa campus.

Pero sana… Makita ko pa rin siya. Hindi sa loob ng UP. Sa mundong naghihintay sa akin sa labas. *hopeful*

So far, I have read 13 books.

• APRIL > Suzanne Collins

- The Hunger Games

- Catching Fire

- The Mockingjay

• MAY > Sophie Kinsella

- Remember Me?

- Can You Keep a Secret?

- Twenties Girl

- The Secret Dream World of Shopaholic

- Shopaholic Takes Manhattan

- Shopaholic Ties the Knot

- Shopaholic and Baby

- Mini Shopaholic

- Shopaholic and Sister 

As of May 30, 11:58 PM

• The Undomestic Goddess(Sophie Kinsella)

** Uh-huh. A touch of feminism. I’m a bit of her, Sam. Not good at cooking.

Next book:

• Fallen (Lauren Kate)

I’m actually having fun!

You can be the peanut butter to my jelly. Ang tila isang matching type na kantang Perfect Two ni Auburn. Buti pa ng ang mga bagay na nabanggit sa kanta, may ka-match, perfect two talaga. Magkaiba pero pareho pa rin, bagay kumbaga.

Siya at ako, magkaiba pero pareho. Halos magkapareho pero magkaiba sa iisang bagay. Pareho kaming nag-aaral sa UP Baguio, pero magkaiba ng college. Pareho kaming kumakain sa Upper Canteen, pero magkaiba ng mesa at mga kasama. Pareh kaming nasa library, pero siya ay nasa second floor, ako naman, sa first floor. Habulin siya ng chicks, samantalang ako naman ay mga aso. Siya ay langit at ako- nasa langit-langitan lang.

At ang malaking pagkakaiba sa amin, siya ang gusto ko ngunit iba ang gusto niya. Kung kailan ngingitian mo na siya sa unang pagkakataon, meron naman na siyang ibang nginingitian.

So far, I have read 12 books. 

• APRIL > Suzanne Collins 

-  The Hunger Games

-  Catching Fire

-  The Mockingjay

• MAY > Sophie Kinsella 

-  Remember Me?

-  Can You Keep a Secret?

-  Twenties Girl

-  The Secret Dream World of Shopaholic

-  Shopaholic Takes Manhattan

-  Shopaholic Ties the Knot

-  Shopaholic and Baby

-  Mini Shopaholic

As of May 30, 1:09 AM

-  Shopaholic and Sister (Sophie Kinsella)

Next book:

• The Undomestic Goddess (Sophie Kinsella)

I’m actually having fun! 

Exactly 1:09 AM, May 30

Shopaholic and Sister (Sophie Kinsella) —- reading’s done! Yey!

Haha! I couldn’t actually remember what time of the day I started reading this book! :D

Some parts of the book put me in tears! Hah! Didn’t see that coming! 

This couldn’t be. Hah! Tears.

— Shopaholic and Sister

I didn’t expect this one. But it really hit me to the core! That part when Becky and Luke were arguing. Becky- making a deal with Nathan Temple; Luke- giving Becky the cold treatment and favored Becky’s sister. Hah! Tissue, please!

Geo.

Right. He has changed. Not just a bit. A LOT.

I don’t know. I’m not supposed to say stuff like this about him. We’re not even related. Maybe it’s just I who wants to be “in a relationship” with him.

He has gone away from Facebook for so long. I couldn’t reach him through his phone. And last night came. Last night proved me one thing: something happened. Whatever that something was, it really changed him. He’s a totally different person now. 

Now, I don’t know how I’ll talk to him.

Now, everything’s so blurry.

Now, I’m not even sure if he’s still the one I want.. in my dreams. 

10:20 PM, Victory Liner Bus Terminal

Pagdating ko sa terminal, nakakagulat ang dami ng tao. Hindi ko akalaing ganoon karami ang mga turista/bakasyunista. Halo-halo ang mga tao. Bata, matatanda, mag-asawa, mag-jowa, barkada, mag-anak. Meron din naman ‘yung mga mag-isa lang. Maliban sa mga tao, may mga malalaking bagahe, mga pasalubong na walis tambo, strawberries at strawberry jam, ube, peanut brittle, sari-saring gulay, atbp. Wow. Ang dami talaga nila.

Kapaparada lang ng bus pero marami na ang nag-unahang sumakay. Karamihan sa kanila ay may kanya-kanya ng ticket. May ilan din na chance passengers lang. Chance passengers. Mga nagbabaka sakaling makasay sa kabila ng kapal ng taong dumagsa sa terminal.

May ilang beses na rin akong bumabiyahe nang gabi pauwi sa probinsiya. Kahit na dilim ang sasalubong sa iyo sa daan, magandang tanawin pa rin ang makikita mo. Hindi ko alam kung maganda nga talaga nakikita ko. Mga ilaw sa bundok. Sa gabi parang dekorasyon lang. Pero kapag sa umaga. Uh, I’d rather not comment on that. LOL. See for yourself. *wink

Teka, nasaan na ba ako? Hmm. Tulog na. Gising na lang sa susunod na bus stop.

*Will soon edit this. Add few things. Yey! 

You really cannot make one behave the way that you want them towards you. Hindi talaga maiiwasan na kabaliktaran ang mangyayari. Susungitan ka kahit maganda naman ang pakikitungo mo sa kanila. Tatanungin mo ng maayos, magbibigay ng— ano ba? Ni hindi ko nga matawag na sagot. Nakakainis lang. On second thought, siguro they are just having a bad hair day.

Okay. Now. I’m in front of my monitor. Using a broadband. Wi-Fi is well and signal is excellent. BUT WHY CAN’T I ACCESS THE INTERNET?!

Really. This is weird. I haven’t touch anything. Well, excluding the fact that I tried to fix the problem. But I didn’t touch that much! And I think there was nothing I did that made the situation even worse. Anyway, this started last month. Since then, thanks to broadband I could connect to the Internet.

I am really hoping someone would help me out. And, by that I mean, no pay-help. :)

I have tried one of my known tech-savvy friends. Yet he finds it hard either. Why, oh, why? :/

So far, I have read:

• APRIL > Suzanne Collins

-  The Hunger Games

-  Catching Fire

-  The Mockingjay

• MAY > Sophie Kinsella

-  Remember Me?

-  Can You Keep a Secret?

-  Twenties Girl

-  The Secret Dream World of Shopaholic

-  Shopaholic Takes Manhattan

-  Shopaholic Ties the Knot

-  Shopaholic and Baby

-  Mini Shopaholic

Currently reading:

• Shopaholic and Sister (Sophie Kinsella)

(I know! When I have grabbed my copy of this book, I already read the next book, Shopaholic and Baby. I swore to myself,  I should have waited my copy before reading the fifth. Argh! SPOILER ALERT? Didn’t work. Sorry.)

Next book:

• The Undomestic Goddess (Sophie Kinsella)

**I should have started this book challenge as 2012 entered.